I Need.......

I have a terrible time at keeping up the blogs.  This one that was supposed to be for my journeys as I went through changes in my life, and the other one that I use to keep in touch with family, by posting pictures and what not.  Anyway, I haven't done either, and I don't really care.  The job that spoke of in my last post is going well, it is however part time.  Thus, I had to get a second job, and I still don't even come close to what I used to make.  Would I be happy with part time if I didn't have bills?  Most definately.  Would I like to chang other aspects of my life - you bet.  I need new journeys, I need strength, I need more spirituality and  less religion, I need to stop fearing the unknown, and I need to not let negative people bring me down....